teyah123

So as a lot of people know...well not on here I guess...But my dad juss passed away, of suicide...Let me tell you a little about my dad.

-Wasnt the greatest father
-Refused to work because he didnt wanna pay child support
-Didnt have a lot to do with me once I got a little bit older
-When I got sent to MHI He only came to visit once...
-only talked to him once in a year
-promised he would call when he got outta jail, and he never did.
-2 months later he kills himself.

he wasnt always the greatest dad, and why he did it Idk and I guess we never will...

I wrote a poem about my dad it kinda sucks tho...but true...

Ode To Dad

When I was little

I sat upon your knee

Im a little bigger now

Why cant you see?

You were never really there for me

You never really cared

You acted as tho I didnt exsist

As tho I was never really there

You didnt keep me for long

Always back to mom, I would go.

You never had the decency to Love me

And you really let me know.

Always watching movies,

And Playing with toys

You always sent me up to my room

So You could hang with your boys.

I know what you did

And it wasnt fair

I sat their and watched you kill yourself

While you Sat there smoking in your chair.

Smoking pot for hours on end

You did not realize

You were pushing our relationship to an end

I never saw you for a few years on end

And when I get a call from you

I though we could be friends 

Now your not here anymore

Because you did so wrong

You didnt want to go back to jail

So instead you set yourself up to fail

You took a few pills

A lousy note you did leave

And you didnt leave me shit

Because you were as self-centered as can be

You promised you'd call

Yet you never did,

Now Im here alone,

Wishing You werent dead.

Now Im 18, I need to move on

I wish you were the dad

I thought I could count on!